I really do and there is so much I want to write that I can't even remember!!!!!!! So I will explain it in a few lines: Mom called me selfish because I complained about my sister staying in my house with her baby and her husband for too long. I know, it's her first baby and such, but it still effects me: I have to take quick showers, I sometimes wake earlier than I plan because the baby wakes me up, it's pretty louder here and I don't like it, I prefer silence and everything just turns around them!!! >_<
When I complained about it to mom, she got mad and relplied: "If your sister hears you, she will never forgive you about it, she is so thoughtful and that's your thanks"? And I answered: "She is not that thougtful- She makes fun of the muslims in front of me and she knows how I feel about that thing" and then mom said: "Give me dates-It has probably never happened, only once and you are not right in the head if you remember a thing that happened only once". It didn't happen only once, it happens often but who am I that will argue with her? She thinks she knows everything and she will justify my sister anyway because she likes her better than me- She has always had friends in real life while I'm a loner, she has never talked with someone who comes from a country that hostiles hers like I do, she MARRIED someone who is Jewish like her and would never date someone who isn't Jewish (not like me again), she has a son while I don't want to have kids ever, she doesn't prefer animals over pepole like me and ect..
If I am talking about my self prefering animals over pepole, I have many good reasons and when I told her that yesterday: "Only retarded persons think like that, you can't even communicate with pepole".
She knows I've been hurt by pepole alot so why the fuck does it make me retarded to prefer animals over them?
She is also prejudice-She doesn't think marrige between different religions is good and when I somehow told her about my friend that comes from a country that hostiles mine and he is like a brother to me, her reaction was: "Why don't you talk to boys from USA or Europe? Why do you always talk with boys that come from countries that hate yours? Aren't there enough good boys in Europe"? And I answered: "I have talked with boys from those places too but he is the only friend who is a boy that remained to me, things happen from Allah". When I answered it, she got mad and said: "Say Elohim, not Allah".
My fights with my parents started ever since I was exposed to the internet world and found some great friends there. As you know, the internet changed me.
I don't know if I want to keep in touch with my parents when I'm older. That's harsh, I know but we don't agree about anything and fight all the time..Is it healthy?
- Mood:
Bitter - Listening to: I'm not a girl, not yet a woman
- Reading: Memories of a geisha
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just wanted to say three words
I love u
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I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
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You're that tree falling in the forest that nobody gives a rat's ass about.
Since change is constant, you wonder if people crave death because it's the only way they can get anything really finished.
-Survivor, Chuck Palahniuk
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I always follow my heart so don't tell me I live in a movie <3
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"To be yourself is all that you can do..."
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Death to all but METAL!! >:3
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Lovely icon made by PorshiaWolfe ^w^
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I always follow my heart so don't tell me I live in a movie <3
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"To be yourself is all that you can do..."
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Death to all but METAL!! >:3
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Lovely icon made by PorshiaWolfe ^w^
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I always follow my heart so don't tell me I live in a movie <3
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